Friday, June 09, 2006

BFL Musings

As some of you know, I'd been struggling with BFL the past few months. It's definitely a roller coaster ride for sure! I'd just lost all motivation, tried to stay with it, but my heart wasn't in it like it was. So then I question why I'm even doing this, what do I need to do, blah..blah..blah...

Know this, I have NEVER given up! I have some bad days, yes. I have contined to do BFL as best I can throughout my emotional turmoil (whatever the heck it is!)

I have made some changes with my routines, which are working out so far. I have had a full week of clean eating. I'm slowly getting back to feeling better about myself, and I hope the scale is slowly moving back down! lol. I'm trying this MY BFL WAY for two weeks, then I will report in progress. My first week will be up tomorrow.

So here's to a great BFL week! I hope everyone has a fantastic weekend!

Oh, and this is for Lori and to whomever else was wondering. The new job is going ok. I'm on my third project, and it's a tough one. I've been struggling with it, probably taking longer than others here would, but I know the finished product will be good. It will take me a while to get the hang of this, then I can pick up the pace. So the job is good, but the drive sucks! lol