Today's the Day......
Well, my doctor appointment is this afternoon. I'm nervous. Thank you all for your kind words and advise. I guess I should fill you in on why I'm more curious about Wellbutrin than other methods of kicking the habit, such as hypnotism or the ear puncture. I know Wellbutrin is also a mild anti-depressant, and am thinking that is something that will also benefit me right now. I have been so stressed out the past few months I've been going back and forth between having the urge to just scream or cry, or both. I've always had problems sleeping, but it's also getting worse. Oh, I'm still upbeat and all, but every day I just feel like breaking down and crying because everything just seems so overwhelming to me right now. I'm just tired of it all. I have never been on anti-depressants before, but am willing to give it a try to just so I can get by because I know things are going to get worse before they get better! So there you have it!On the fitness front: Yesterday stunk! My eating was so messed up because we ran out of most of our staple foods, so by afternoon I was eating unauthorized foods (and bad ones!)....and I don't have time to stop between going from Job A to Job B, and I was starving by about 7pm..so I gave in to a few cookies. I didn't get home from work until 10:30pm and still had to have dinner (also unauthorized)...still needed a bath, so I skipped my cardio workout. I will make it up this evening a couple of hours before my LBWO. So...all in all...yesterday didn't go too well.
posted by Wolfie @ 10:01 AM
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