Thursday, December 22, 2005

Blahhhh!

This has been the absolute worse week since starting BFL back in August. I am binging like crazy, too tired to do my workouts and am gaining the pounds at a rapid pace! I can't seem to stay away from all of the Christmas food and am eating junk food again. Every day I start out with good intentions, take my packed meals with me, etc...but by 10am, I'm starving! Uncontrollably hungry and eat anything and everything I can get my hands on! I don't know what is wrong with me, I held up through Halloween and Thanksgiving just fine, but Christmas is kicking my butt! And I am so depressed because I've put on 8 pounds in 4 days, feel sluggish, crappy and fat. I feel like I'm sinking without a life preserver!