Thursday, January 12, 2006

No More Apologies...Let's Just Be!

First off, Flower...I'm not upset. I always get a kick out of your blog and don't want you to change what you decide to post there, so let's not go down the road of us censoring all of our blogs. What's the fun in that? I did think it was hysterical, but probably even more so at my reaction to it because of where I was. I was talking to Bobby on the phone at the time and just kept saying, "Oh my God, Oh my God," while I was frantically trying to close everything down before anyone happened to walk by. And of course Bobby was like "what, what, what?" Later...we were talking about it again, and he just starting laughing. I guess he got a visual of me panicked and frantically clicking the mouse all over the place. Then he's like, "you're going to take a peek again, aren't you?" Yep. I did. Well, I couldn't miss out, now could I?! lol
Now for fitness....
Well...I did make up my cardio that I missed Tuesday night. We had our UBWO last night, then I followed it up with my cardio on the stationary bike. And I'm sore. My hammys, abs and biceps. In fact, I've been sore all week. Wow! I was hardly sore at all during C1, so maybe this is a good thing? My eating was clean today, but my calories were higher than usual because I had some peanuts, which shot my fat intake up there, so I kept adding protein until my percentages were in check again...so while I'm normally between 1150-1250 calories, today I took in 1590. All BFL, so I'll probably just maintain. My workouts have been really good, but I'm itching to get that home gym in here! They called Bobby the other day to tell us there would be a delay in shipping so we will pick it up this weekend. Then comes the chore of putting it all together!

My doctor visit went well. We talked a long time about the smoking and devising a plan for me to quit. We talked about Wellbutrin, and everything else that's been going on with me, and I broke down like a ninny and she's like, "yeah, I think the Wellbutrin will help you with more than the smoking!" So I started taking it today, but I have to be on it for at least 2 weeks before quitting. And she put me on Prednisone (no surprise there) to get my asthma under control. My lungs are only at 80% oxygen level, which is pretty pathetic. I worried about going on Prednisone right now because it makes me so hungry I usually eat everything..but the Wellbutrin side effect counterbalanced that, and I was good! My offical "quit day" is the last day of this month. So February 1st will be my first smoke-free day. I just hope I can do this and stay with BFL!