Horrible, Just Horrible!
My eating has been horrible this week. I start out good every day, but end up crashing right after lunch. I'm beyond frustrated. I try to talk myself out of it, but the bad wins every damn time. Because I've been eating uncontrollably, the scale keeps creeping back up, work pants getting snug, and I feel shitty about myself. I swear my weight fluctuates faster than anyone's! The scale reads 9 pounds heavier today than Monday. That's just two freakin days. Messes with my head, makes me spiral downwards even faster and I start losing all hope and motivation. I keep wondering where the heck my self control went. One minute I set new goals, the next I break them all. Man this is a horrible feeling! I have to climb out of this hole!
posted by Wolfie @ 6:39 PM
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