Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Just When I Get It All Together....I Lose It Again!

Last week was just awesome....a kick-some-ass kind of week. Clean eating, great workouts, etc. This week? Gee, I blew it pretty early on! Sunday was free day.....a little over-indulgence this past free day...ok...WAY OVER THE TOP! Pretty close to an all out binge, and by the end of the night I was so stuffed..I couldn't eat the ice cream I bought! lol. Lori's out there yelling, "What? You couldn't eat your ice cream? That's unthinkable!" lol. And so true! Well...eating all that crap made it really difficult to get back on track on Monday, and I didn't make it. I had several cheats, and none of them good! One free day for me equates to about 5 pounds. So imagine what I just undid this week. I'm so upset with myself! I'm finally in full swing again, but I know I've lost some ground that I worked so hard for.
Good news is...........I'm done with the second job! Whohooo!!!! It doesn't keep those pesky bills from flying in left and right at such a fast pace that has my head spinning and throbbing all at the same time...but I keep telling myself that it has to get better! I'm trying to make some changes, but only time will tell. For now, I just want to make it through the rest of this week!